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About Me Member Deviously Annoying Alice McKinley16/Female/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Mein Leben

Sat Sep 19, 2009, 10:00 PM
This journal is about my life. I'm officially seventeen now, so I thought I'd do an update for those of you who care at all. I doubt anyone will though. *shrug* In my life there are certain things I find important.

-My friends. They keep me sane. They keep me from breaking down and thinking nobody cares almost everyday. Summer is torture because I don't get to see them as often. This summer especially, because I was in Oshawa, so I couldn't just go walk to someones place or walk to the movies and meet them there. I think my depression developed more fully this summer just because I didn't have my friends to keep me steady. It's manifesting itself in annoying ways like getting mad for no reason (and I mean no fucking reason at all), breaking down and crying when thinking about myself, things like that.
-My boyfriend John Ledgerwood. I don't care what you say, he is my true love. I will love him forever. I feel like I need him, and I know that he needs me. We make eachother feel good about ourselves. I love him so much it's... it's really indescribable.
-My nana and papa. They're the best grandparents anyone could ever have. Nan is so kind, and Papa is just... papa. Funny, nice, a great vet. At least, he used to be. He's gone downhill recently. He's sick, confused. He doesn't eat, he sleeps all the time, he keeps falling down. I actually got a call from mum at work today saying he fell. He's in the hospital. His blood pressure was really low, so last we heard they where going to look at the aneurysm in his stomach. They think it may have burst. I'm really worried about him. He isn't well, even if it didn't. I've already designed the memorial tattoo. I don't care if I'm not 18 yet when he dies, I'm still getting it. I'll upload the design when I can. For now use your imagination: a baby blue heart with angel wings and a halo, and the veterinary symbol in the centre ([link]).

That's it I guess. Cya next time, have a gothy day.



Lieber Gott, Das Leben ist Hölle. Liebe Alice

  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: Zydrate Anatomy! from Repo! The Genetic Opera

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  • Current Residence: Whitby Ont
  • Interests: music, art, music
  • Favourite movie: Sweeney Todd, Repo! The Genetic Opera
  • Favourite band or musician: My Chem/Tool/A7X/The Used
  • Favourite genre of music: Emo/Screamo/Metal/Heavy Metal/Death Metal
  • Favourite artist: Ma Spence! or Kristen... dang good artist...
  • MP3 player of choice: SanDisk Sansa m250 or new iPod nano
  • Favourite game: Soul Caliber or THE GAME (i lost!)
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kenny from South Park or Stewie from Family Guy
  • Personal Quote: Never gargle your oatmeal!
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop, Publisher, Corel Draw, Pens, pencils, eyeliner, grass... anything that leaves a mark

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:iconcarthoris:
Late thank you for the Doctor Who and Torchwood computer warning favourite adds.

Sorry about that.

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:iconthe-emo-cowgirl:
No prob. Doctor Who wins, and I've seen all of 9 mins of the first episode of Torchwood because MegaVideo hates me. But I asked for it for my bday. ^_^ And its Doctor Who related and has Captain Jack. So... WIN!

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"EXTERMINATE!"
"YOU WILL BE UPGRADED!"
"Are you my mummy?"
"The angels have the phone box."
"This is my timey wimey detector. It goes ding when theres stuff."

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:iconcarthoris:
:D :D :D
Enjoy them when you get them. :)

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Dr. Venture: Why is it every time I need to get somewhere, we get waylaid by jackassery?
---The Venture Bros.


My NEW Blog! Come on by! [link]
:iconthe-emo-cowgirl:
^_^

--
"EXTERMINATE!"
"YOU WILL BE UPGRADED!"
"Are you my mummy?"
"The angels have the phone box."
"This is my timey wimey detector. It goes ding when theres stuff."

If anyone understands all these quotes, message me please. <3

:iconrepo-army: = love
:iconrabidhalflife:
I just realized who the guy in your avatar was and read your signature. DOCTOR WHO ALL THE WAY!!!!! heh heh heh!

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"Yeah that's right, I just said gay. You got a problem with that? Huh?"

BEWARE: straight girl with a baseball bat and a grudge against homophobes.
:iconthe-emo-cowgirl:
yeah! totally. 10th Doctor is my hero. 9th is pretty FANTASTIC too. ^_^

--
"EXTERMINATE!"
"YOU WILL BE UPGRADED!"
"Are you my mummy?"
"The angels have the phone box."
"This is my timey wimey detector. It goes ding when theres stuff."

If anyone understands all these quotes, message me please. <3

:iconrepo-army: = love
:iconrabidhalflife:
The 9th being Christopher Eccleston, the 10th being David Tenant? I remember watching the ones with Christopher, and when I found out that they were getting a new Doctor, I was like "NOOO! How could anyone else be the Doctor?" But now David Tenant is my hero! He totally epitomizes the Doctor!

Yays for DOCTOR WHO!

:D

--
"I feel pretty, oh so pretty, I feel pretty, and witty, and gay!"

*sees people staring*

"Yeah that's right, I just said gay. You got a problem with that? Huh?"

BEWARE: straight girl with a baseball bat and a grudge against homophobes.
:iconthe-emo-cowgirl:
Yusss! ^_^ PWN

--
"EXTERMINATE!"
"YOU WILL BE UPGRADED!"
"Are you my mummy?"
"The angels have the phone box."
"This is my timey wimey detector. It goes ding when theres stuff."

If anyone understands all these quotes, message me please. <3

:iconrepo-army: = love
:iconfor-why:
Thanks for the fav! =^_^=

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:iconthe-emo-cowgirl:
your welcome!

--
"EXTERMINATE!"
"YOU WILL BE UPGRADED!"
"Are you my mummy?"
"The angels have the phone box."
"This is my timey wimey detector. It goes ding when theres stuff."

If anyone understands all these quotes, message me please. <3

:iconrepo-army: = love

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